Why do people come to me for advice? I am a terrible person to ask for advice.

I've been noticing kind of a weird pattern evolving when talking to people. And the number of people this happens with is slowly but surely increasing...

How a conversation goes for normal people:

Person 1:Hello

Person 2: Hey what's up?

Person 1: Oh not much, just chillen.

Person 2: Cool.

How conversations have been going for me as of late:

Person 1: Hello

Me: Hey what's up?

Person 1: Oh not much, I've just been really depressed lately and it feels as if a black hole has taken the place of my heart and I will never love again because everyone hates me and I'm just empty inside because of all the problems in my life. FIX IT PLZ.

Me: O_____________O

Because Tyler will kill me if I don't blog soon.

I haven't blogged in like a week or something. My bad. Mostly, I've just been last because it's spring break and stuff. Yeah! I guess I'll just break it down into days.



Wednsday

Zak accused me of stealing his iPod to get back at him for stealing my phone the day before. So, He stole my phone (again) and promised to give it back when I gave him his iPod back (which I actually didn't have.) And that is about the most interesting thing that happened.



Thursday

Absolutely nothing happened that I remember. Except I got these brownies from Mariah becauseLyndsey and I beat her and Lily in Badminton.



Friday

I played Lyndsey in Badminton because she said she could beat me, loser had to bake the winner something. At first she won, but then she wanted to go double or nothing and I won, so I made her bake me a strawberry cake with white frosting and pink letters that said, "Kaitlin is awesome <3">

then I went to the Bijou later to hang out with Mookie and others. It ended up being just Mookie and I for a while, so we were just talking about random stuff and it was cool. Then Matt and Kenyon and Connett showed up, and we were hanging out some more, and they are now determined to pop my personal bubble since I'm the only person in Mount Vernon that still has one, apparently. That was fun.

Saturday

Nothing happened until like eight, when we all went to Zak's house, and everyone crammed into my car and we went into town to go play laser tag! That was an adventure, but then we got there finally and laser tag was really expensive and you didn't even get to go for that long so we went bowling instead which was still pretty cool, because I didn't totally suuuuck. Then we were done bowling and we didn't want to go home because that's lame. So, we went to another small town nearby to the super walmart, and we tried to re-enact http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=64aTVG5PF38 <--this video, but there was like no one there and so it kind of failed a little bit. Then we went back to MV, got a pizza, and went to bug Seamus at the Bijou. We were going to hook Forgetting Sarah Marshall up to the projector, but they couldn't figure out how to make it work so we just blasted music and hung out. Then we went to Zak's house, where we watched the movie. And I got home at around five in the morning. Yay for no curfews!! :D

Sunday

Absolutely nothing happened. I slept a lot and dealt with family drama, woohooo.

Monday

More of nothing happened. This was a bad start to spring break.

Tuesday

I had rehearsal, which was alright except I kept getting yelled at for breathing incorrectly. Then after rehearsal I went home and ran errands with my grandma, and had this really good sandwich at the Skillet which is a local cafe. It was fantastic. But then I went home and learned that there was a party at Seamus' house at eight, so I went to that and it was less of a party and more of me and four guys hanging out, which was slightly awkward and really funny until Janelle and Annabeth arrived. Then we decided to watch another movie (Chicago) because I had never seen it and that was awesome. Then Janelle, Alex, Brandon, and Annabeth had to leave so it was me, Mookie, Seamus and Zak. Seamus had to stay since it was his house and his parents were home, so Zak and Mookie and I decided to go haunted housing! But then Zak's mom called him and he had to leave too, so Mookie and I were going to go but then he couldn't remember where it was so we just drove around for an hour and a half, talking. Which was fun. Then I came home and went to sleep.

Today!

I was woken up by my grandma and her friend Joanie, who had brought me over this St. Patrick's Day gift thing. Which was really very sweet, but I was half awake and just wanted them to leave. But anyway, I decided to wear a skirt and then went to rehearsal, and Seamus and I were going to hang out afterwards so I could show him the wonders of Psych. But then he decided that before we did that, we had to go adventuring! So, I parked at his house and we walked all around town, and he bought me this cookie from Fuel which was possibly the best cookie ever. And then he took me around the quarry which is a pond now, and it was very muddy and windy and not good skirt-wearing conditions but it was awesome and fun! Then we went back to my house to watch Psych, which I think is his new favorite show now, obviously. hahaha. Then I took him home so he could go to work and I hung out with my grandparents the rest of the night.

That has been my spring break so far.

I go back to December all the time.

Today was alright. I fell asleep at like seven thirty last night, because I kind of got home from practice and crashed. I didn't feel well at all. part of that might be the fact that I only got three hours the night before.

Woke up this morning, had three new texts from him. :D

Went to school, that was cool and stuff. I left my phone ungaurded for literally thirty seconds during lunch to dump my tray, I got back to my spot, my phone was gone and Seamus and Zak were halfway out of the lunchroom. But they wouldn't admit to stealing it, so I had all my friends text my phone random stuff to annoy them. Finally, I gave Zak a ride to practice, and I got my phone back, and had 112 unread messages. hahahahahaha.

So we started blocking today! That was really cool. Anddd, I finally told Zak that I would go to prom with him.

After practice, we all went to Dairy Queen and that was fun. And I gave Zak and Lyndsey a ride home, and now the guy I actually might like just a little bit thinks I'm in love with his best friend.

FUCK.

These children learn from cigarette burns, fast cars, fast women and cheap drinks.

I love 3OH!3. Haha.

I did absolutely nothing today. Except made some nutella brownies which were pretty cool I guess.

Blahhhh. I hate Sundays.

I have rehearsal tomorrow from 3:30-6. And on Tuesday we start blocking. Wooooooo.

I've been so tired lately. I think Mr. Seamus got me sick. Blah.

MY FUCKING NIGHT.

That sounds dirty. Whatevs.

So I fell asleep again this afternoon until like, 6:15. Fail. I had a dream that all the freshmen at my new school had formed this really scary cult thing and they locked me and my friends in my Anatomy classroom. But then, I woke up and got ready to leave cause I was supposed to pick Rachel and Lyndsey up at 7 to see Beastly! So we drove into town blasting 3OH!3 and Kesha. Fun times. The movie started and VANESSA HUDGENS was in it. I laughed and joked that High School Musical was going to haunt me for the rest of my life. BUT THEN, one of the songs in the movie just happened to be a song that Seamus had given me on the first mix cd. THEN, Neil Patrick Harrison (Or whatever his name is) was ALSO in that movie, and he is Seamus' hero. That was a little weird, haha.

So we left, and were driving back to our town when these douchebags in the lane over started going really fast then slowing down. So we decided to race them down the interstate, and we got to a stoplight where the guy was spelling out his number to Lyndsey (With his girlfriend sitting right next to him. HAHAHA.)

I dropped Rachel and Lyndsey off cause they had to be home early. Then Seamus texted me asking me to come to a private showing of Rango with him, Mookie, the other Bijou workers and some friends at midnight. But it was only 11 something, so I went over there early and hung out with him and Matt [: that was alright. We helped him clean up and stuff, then everyone got there and it was fun. After the movie, we discovered that Mookie has a tendency to light stuff on fire. He put a bunch of hand sanitizer on the glass candy counter and lit it on fire. It was fantastic!

Then Seamus and Annabeth went home (Lame) so Kenyon, Mookie, Matt and I got the brilliant idea to go to the abandoned house in the middle of NOWHERE. So we did, and were halfway up the driveway when we realized that we forgot a flashlight! So we had to drive back to the Bijou, where I got a shitton of candy (yay) and a huge ass flashlight and we went back to the house, which was really creepy and I was convinced that a serial killer (Or Jason) was going to come out and murder us. Or, possibly the Children of the Corn. We hung out there, but cars kept driving past and we had to keep ducking and turning all our lights off so we decided to leave before we got murdered/arrested. So then, we decided to kidnap some kid named Kyle (Whom I don't know but everyone else does), so we snuck to his house and they were tapping on his window and calling him but he didn't answer, so we left and were driving around. Then Kenyon had to go home, so Mookie, Matt and I snuck back into the Bijou and they were telling me stories about how they got away with drawing penises in Sharpie on one of their friend's windows. Then I got more free candy and stuff, and finally we had to go home.

All in all, I would say this was a very satisfying night.

And if Tyler isn't happy with this blog, I don't know what will satisfy that child. :D

I'm alive, and I don't need a witness to know that I survived.

So this week started off with me getting another mix CD! Sweet. And Seamus was not subtle about it at all. But the rest of the week was filled with practice for High School Musical, and some drama, and some YAY moments, and some >_____> moments. But, on Thursday I decided that I should make Seamus a mix cd, because he had been showing me all this awesome (albeit slightly hipster) music, and I needed to show him some of my awesome music. So, I told Lyndsey about this super secret mission, but I didn't tell her what it was at first, so she decided to tell everyone that my super secret mission was that I was having an abortion. Bahaha. Anyway, my CD ended up looking like this:


I put "This is not from Kaitlin" on it so I could be as subtle as Seamus [:
So I had Lyndsey put it on his locker Friday, which was also an early out! At least, for normal people. I had rehearsal, in which I got yelled at a lot because I either don't breathe right, or I forget to breathe at all before I sing. Whoops.

Then I fell asleep ridiculously early last night, probably because I didn't feel very well. And I woke up ridiculously early this morning, which was slightly annoying but better than sleeping in too late, because then I just feel tired all day.

THINGS TO DO TODAY:

1. Clean La-a
2. Write how-to speech
3. study facial muscles for Anatomy
4. do something else that I can't remember at the moment
5. Read the not-slave narratives
6. do math homework
7. type up resumee for Advanced comp
8. study music
9. study lines
10. Go see a movie with Lyndsey and Rachel

We were going to go laser tagging instead, but not enough people could go, since the girls basketball team won and there is a big game tonight!