Seriously. Right this moment, I'm trying to convince Austin that people do care about him and giving him advice on how to de-stressify himself. While Jacob is in the other corner telling me about how people annoy him at school and he can't listen to county songs anymore because it makes him think about his ex, and of course valentine's day is coming up so that's no help.
What the hell, people.
This has been happening all day. And when I mean all day, I mean since about 1:30 this morning. All I wanted to do was finish my damn speech so I could sleep. When Jacob logs on and starts going on about how his dad makes him feel so guilty and all of this shit. Like, I love helping people, and I wish I was better at giving advice and I even want to major in psycology. But can I please catch a fucking break?
It didn't even stop during school. Tiffany texted me and told me that school was depressing her and what should she do to fix it? And when I gave her a list of things I would do, she shot every single one of them down. Like, what the hell. Take my advice or leave it, but don't sit here and argue with me when I'm trying to help you.
Then this afternoon, I had auditions for High School Musical. Which went well, I had fun, and I got a callback for tomorrow (wooo). Then I get home and within an hour of logging onto facebook, one of my old best friends logs on, tells me that her dad was making fun of her and calling her "disgusting and fat," and that she is on the verge of starving herself. So I try to comfort her at which point she loggs off. And posts something about deleting her facebook. Let me just say that I didn't have her number, because I got a new phone, so this scared me because I would have no way to get a hold of her. I texted a bunch of people and finally got her number, made sure she was alright, and she refused to talk to me at all. This scares me. I used to be best friends with her and it hurts me to hear that their families are fucking them up so badly.
I want to fix everyone's problems. I really do. And I am there for you if you want to talk to me. But everyone bombards me at once, and to some of them is seems like they ONLY talk to me if they need help.
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